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Friday, October 30, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:16 PM  Dear bloggey, What a day? Today i attend school after more than 5days i absent myself. Today was the last day of school so i decided to come. I do have lots of fun in school today with my dear friends. From the beginning i knew that i could not make for this year as my results are really down down down. I knew that im gonna fail ! Just now some of my classmates got back their report book and those who didnt received will have to meet the vice-principle. And guess what ? Im one of them. Shiitt!! I immediately asked my teacher will i be retain next year? she answered im not sure. Will have a talk with the vice-principle first and now it's 50-50. You might be retain or you're not. Monday have appointment with my teachers and VP. Im scared. Honestly saying i was depressed and disappointed with my results. At mother tongue period, we have a free period. Do your own thing as the teacher got something to settle. I listened to my friend's mp3 and put my head on the table. A few minutes later my teacher came back and sat beside me. We had a very so called long convo. All that we talked about was on the topic "RETAIN". And my cikgu shared her secret to us. DLS. It started like this. Cikgu:Awak kemungkinan akan di-retain taw. Me: Ohh yeke?? alahaii sedih sey. (in a sad tone) Cikgu:Tapi awak nak kene jumpe VP dulu lah. Me:Hmm okayylah. :(((((((((( Cikgu:Jangan bersedih lah mariah. Awak sebenarnye ade potential tapi kerana awak banyak kali ponteng sebab itu awak dapat banyak markah kosong untuk ujian. Me:Ye cikgu saya tahu tuh. Tapelah retain pon retain lah cikgu :(( Cikgu:Awak nak tahu tak rahsia saya? Me:Nak. Cikgu:Sebenarnye dulu saya retain juga taw. Sec 3 juga, sebab saya malas nak belajar. Me:HUH?? Cikgu retain?? Betol ke ni?? Mcm tak percaye je. Cikgu:iyee.... saya retain. Bnyk org pon tak percaye. Haha. Me:Itulah saye pon tak percaye sey. Then how does it feel to be retain? Cikgu:Hmm?Okaylah not bad. Actually kalau awak nak tahu kan? Disebalik awak kene retain kan mesti ade hikmahnye. Cikgu masa tuh rase its good lah to be retain sebab dalam kelas tuh awak yg tua then awak tahu pelajaran yg diajar dahulu then ni awak retain mcm awak ni revise it again taw so its good kan? Me:Ohh ah ah ehh.. Betol jugak lah kate cikgu ni. Kalau mcm tuh saye nak retain lah. Hehe ! main2 aje. Then whats your parent feel towards you the moment they knew that you retained? Cikgu:Mereka kecewa lah. My mom did cried bile dapat tahu. My dad pulak mcm biasa lah bising kat saye. Me:Ahhhh!!! itulah yg saye takotkan. Saye taknak sey kecewakan pakcik saye. Mesti dorang kecewa bile dapat tahu. (And its goes on and on) The bell rang and its time to get back to the respective classroom. I showed my cikgu muka pecah seribu. Then cikgu say: Dalah jangan sedih lagi kay. mesti ade hikmah disebalik semua ini. Now its good you have learnt your mistakes. Next year jangan ponteng lagi. You know if you have problems you can just talk to me kan?*Hug each other* I say: Okayy cikgu. Terima kasih atas kata perangsangnye ye cikgu. Saya appreciate sangat sangat. Saya Sayaaaaaaaaanngg cikgu ! :D After that convo my mind started to think. Should i retain or just get promoted to next year? Think back again, theres advantages and disadvantages in both condition. Im confused now. I just wanted the best for myself. Whatever it is let just see whats they gonna say bout my results? Not forgetting my dear friends also did gave me some motivation to me. I really love you guys. I didnt know that you guys really cared about me although im not that close to you. Thanks for everything. Now im missing my dear dodol. Tomorrow then he will be back in singapore. I really damn fcuking miss you boy. Whatever it is i will just pray for you that you will reach singapore safely. Just now went home with Siti my classmate. We accompanied her took bus 106 then stopped at bukit batok which is at her house after that changed bus 963 towards woodlands. The moment i aboard that bus it was full with humans. No seats was available. After a few stops later then got one seat and i quickly go and grabbed it. hahaha ! then got one of this chinese boy accidentally slept on my shoulder. hahahaha. Paisey sia. But that boy was cute. LOL ! Then he alighted that bus at bpp bustop. Went to dirah house just now. Pity her she was tired. Kaylah till here. Im tired of typing. BYE ! YOU THE FUCKING BEST I EVER HAD ! ;Mariah Ohh Maia |
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