There's no real love in you, Why do I keep loving you
baby, it's just too hard for me
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:31 PM

(i luv him)

Heyy there earthlings...


Well, nothing much to post actually. Currently now tagging just browsing at friends profile. Hah! So, tomorrow is my English paper 1 and 2.. hopefully i can do it ya? Wish me all the best people. Tomorrow plan to go to sis house. But she will be home around 3plus. sadsad. Been long times i didnt meet her. I am so so so excited to meet her tomorrow. I miss my people ! Alright till here. Just a short post will do. Gonna continue revising now.. Toodles.

Huggs & Kisses
Signing off; maiaLOLLIPOP


Monday, September 28, 2009
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Sunday, September 27, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:06 AM



See this picture above??
I MISS MY HP!!
I WANT IT BACK!!!


Thursday, September 24, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:40 PM

Today something is really bothering my mind and heart. Something is not right but i don't know what's that? Hmm? Hopefully what i am feeling right now is just a feeling only and nothing negative gonna happen. Lately been depressed with EVERYTHING. Don't worry its not about my uncle and brother. Its about 'me' and my studies. Now i am really giving full-force for my studies. No more slacking. I had ENOUGH of it already.

Hari Raya? Hmm, nothing interesting. Not in mood to raya now. I think after my EOY ends then i got the feelings to raya. Been at home studying and revising. Getting ready for my BIG BIG DAY. 7 more days to go.. not much time left.

And yeah, it's been more than a week i never meet my dearest sis D Wek(in white) and family especially lil bro syad. I do really miss her. Wish you are doing just fine right now ya. Do study hard. Get ready for your exam okaay dear? I will call you one day when i am free. I just miss seeing your smile and hearing your high pitching laughter. Haha. Hope to meet you soon.

Maria, do you miss someone else right now?
Yes i do. Last but not least i really miss my LOVE. Its been quite a long time we didn't ya? I still remember the day that we first time met. It was on the 10th Sept. I wish to meet you soon. Too bad i only can meet you in my dream. Miss hearing your voices. Do call me when i receive my mobile phone, okaay dear? I also hope that you're just doing fine right now with everything that you up to. Do study hard and start revising for your exam okaay ?
Just remember one thing "my love and care for you is sincere not fake"...
Hope you do really feel the love that i am showering to you.

Okaay.. I'll stop here. Love you ! *flying kiss


Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:18 PM

Alright, today i did went to school after for soo long slacking at home for more than 14 days. I am glad to came back to school today. Fyi, i didn't SLEEP yesterday because i knew if i sleep i will wake up late. So as per normal i am off from home at 6.20am. Took MRT reached at school just in time,7.20am. My palm were sweaty and my legs turned jelly as i entered the school main gate. On my way to quadrangle saw some of my classmates. Whoaa.. All 'kpo' asked me where did i go? Why soo long never come to school?... Simple ! i just say i went for holiday. Haha! Obviously it was just a joke lah.

Some of my teachers do understand whats happening to me right now. Im glad they do gave me support. Now i realize that theres actually people who care about me. Almost majority of my teachers do motivate me to come to school regularly and hoping for me to pass my EOY with flying colours. Well guys thanks a lot for your guide i do appreciate it.

Just now got POA test. wth lah? i was blank the moment i received the question paper BUT with perseverance i try my best to do the test. First first can do lah but in the end i gave up! Now, i am back too far. I have to catch with all my studies. No much time left. Next week my EOY starts and im stressing like hell now. Haizz...

Kay.. till here.
BYE!


Friday, September 18, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:01 AM

I know i been keep it as a secret and not sharing it with you.
Im really sorry. Its not i dont trust you but its just that ......... haiz...
I know you treat me like your blood family member.
And i do appreciate it a lot.
Im happy you guys really care and love me.
Yes i do love you and your family.AND also my family.
Now i have make you guys disappointed and i didnt mean too.
I just need time to sort everything into the right path. I hope you understand.
Im just so stupid and silly forgetting that my life is different from other girls out there. Im just taking Advantage of my freedom for going to your house.
I understand with my uncle and brother treat me like this.
I have realize it now. Im not blaming anyone instead of myself.
This is all my fault and im gonna fix it right.
You guys dont have to worry about me.
Im just gonna be fine now.
im glad my close ones do really care bout me.
Thanks.

To My dearest lil sis Dirah: Kak bukan nyer tak percaya ngan u kak cuma takot dgn malu. You really have help me out in a lot of things. i dont wanna give a burden to you and your family. Kak tak nak mengadu-ngadu kak nyer masalah kat orang. kak takot nanti orang laen masok campor dalam masalah kak ni. Kak harap dirah paham k. Although when im feeling down i really have to put on my 'Happy Mask' so that people wont realize whats happening. Hidup ade mak bapak dengan takda mak bapak sungguh berbeza sekali. I will tell you more soon i meet you okaay dear? Im really sorry..



Im sorry if i have make you sad;
Im sorry if i have make you angry;
Im sorry for not telling you the truth;
Im sorry for acting infront of you;
Im sorry if i have put on a mask just to cover from people seeing it;
Im sorry if i have make up a story just to cover;
Im really sorry for EVERYTHING;
For EVERYTHING that i have react towards you.


Im just hopeless....


Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:38 AM

(i borrow your photo okaay?? hehehe)






Well see that image above?
Sweet right?
Yeah i know that! haha...
His my _______ .
Don't be jealous because i have a handsome and talented 'paparazzi.
Soon or later i will be his _____ (:
Laugh Out Loud!
Still waiting for the day to happen.
I miss you oii :D
Luv yo always.


Sometimes, Everyone do scared to fall in love. Know why? Because they scared they will be hurt! Yes i cant deny i also scared but sometimes after thinking back.
Till when you wanna be afraid with a matter like this..?
Love starts with a beautiful and exciting beginning and ends with a disappointment and heartbroken. To those who have no brains to think, Love is not a game. In order to have a good and firm relationship, the recipe is to bond and trust with each other. That's how if you wanna have a good life story.
You just need have a Self-Confidence.




To my strangers!
( sorry, i don't entertain 'Faneeh' peeple so back off before i kick your bloody ASS!)



Hmm.. kay im blank now. Don't know what to post already.
Kaylah till here peeple.
BYE!!


A



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Monday, September 14, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:40 PM

(Maria, You Smoke??)





Holar People...


Just got home from my grandma crib at chua chu kang. She pass-away this morning. Today didnt go to school because i have to attend this ceremony. Actually i was on my way to school then i receive an urgent call from my uncle saying that grandma pass-away so i have to make my way home back. Reached home change and when to grandma's crib. Kinda felt sad lah although im not really that close with her. When upon seeing people pass-away i will remember the day that my dad pass-away. Really sad tragedy huh? Just a few more days to raya then she left. Haizz.. I miss my late dad badly :'(

When seeing other people having fun time with their parents i kinda felt sad and some jealousy because why i cant have that happy moments with my parents ?? Im just imperfect! but i do feel happy to have my valuables people with me. They really mean alot to me. Love you people!



Kay kay kay.. we skip with the sad moment okaay?



Well i dont know what to post actually. Today nothing much happening lah. As per normal only. Later going to break fast at sis house. Kay will update again when i have my bloody free time alright? :)

(fyi this pic was taken inside "Cik leh's" car on friday night)
Gerek oii dier.. Dier blanje ice-cream. Hehehe.. Suke!

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Saturday, September 12, 2009
Last blogged @ 7:51 PM


Here's the photos that we took. Enjoy people! This is just a short post only.



Group Photo 1


Group Photo 2


Group Photo 3


His my Paparazzi(:

Abdullah Tarmidzi Bin A____ R____ . (:



The Precious Ones <3


A & M


;maiaLOLLIPOP



I love my Paparazzi<3


Us!


Dol dan minah.. ahahaha

L.O.V.E


Mariah Carry.. lol(at subway)


Sisters; Dirah Wek and maiaLOLLIPOP



Blood Sister ! <3 I love you dear!


Now doing nothing much. Kinda bored. Currently thinking of my paparazzi ^^,


Friday, September 11, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:44 AM


Just wanna add on something. After posting the previous post suddenly i thought of my dear DIRAH. I recall back her problem and story. Honestly saying i do feel sad and pity for you. Kak wish i can help you but i dont know how. I know upon this situation it's hard for you. You must be down right now. I dont wanna wish to see my Sis to be SAD. You know you will always have me when you need someone to talk to right? Dont hesitate kay dear. I will give you all my support. Life still must go on. Referring to you problem it makes me thinking of my future. Now i have found my PRECIOUS ones. I wish i can keep him for the rest of my life. Im afraid if this situation will happen to me too. I dont wanna lose my love. Fyi, i did cried when this matter is on my mind.


Dirah if you happen to read this just remember that i really really love you. What i said i mean it. I know you been upset this few days and you just dont wanna to show it up. You still puts that sweet and lovely smile on your face to cover your sadness. Im sorry if i didn't treat you that much yesterday because i was too busy with him. I wish i could be there for you anytime you need.

"Allah pls give her a second chance to spend her time with the one that she love, dont make her sad. Make her be the happiest girl in this beautiful world. Amin"



*Save her from The problem*

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Last blogged @ 9:14 AM

Kay whatever you read is from the first to the ending, A to Z.
Yesterday, i break fast with dirah and her friends. First, planned to meet at ION at 4.30pm but dirah and i was late.
We reached at around 5pm? Around there lah.
Reached ION already then her friends said they at TOP SHOP.
I.... by right WE dont know where is the TOP SHOP.
Cari-cari macam orang gile. Cari Info board takde.
Pusing punya pusing at last jumpe jugak kedai tu. Scanning inside the shop but they wasn't inside. Called them they said they at the toilet.
So dirah and i wait for them at in front of top shop. 5mins later they arrived.
I was nervous and shy when i saw A. Biasalah standard uh first time jumpa mestilah malu kan? Nak ckp 'HI' jer susah taw, but then after a few minutes later i controlled my feelings i able to talk to him. Suuweet! and bla bla bla...
Confused because dont know where to break our fast. Kat town nak makan ape seyh? Yang ader burger aje uhh. So after thinking we decided to break fast at SUBWAY.
Her friends ate there but me and dirah went to MacDonald to eat. Tak selera uhh makanan kat subway. Haha!*cerewet* Then we headed to Peni. Stakat nak browsing jer Lagy pon takda pape yang menarik nak dibeli kat Peni. Semua benda so called 'merepek'. LOL. They planned wanna chill at Fullerton,
so we headed to there. We do snapped some photos but UNFORTUNATELY
i didn't bring any digital camera so the photos isn't with me.
Gonna get them soon from the respective people. Hah!

Kay kay.. Wanna know hows A and me was yesterday?
Hmm.. AawwW... *melting* Sweet oii. Kiter dah macam sweet couple taw. While Relaxing at Fullerton he all the way sat beside me.
We chit chatting and bla bla bla. Haha. Mane2 pergi mesti dier ade kat sebelah,
sweet kan? Bile jumpe tak tahu nak bbl ape as kiter dah otp for 4days i guess?
so nothing much to talk about uh. Nothing to do kiter curi curi pandang,
dier tengok dier. Haha! Eye contacting with each other.
As i dont know what to talk about with him i just kept quiet then he will asked me"asl diam?" Hehe. Chilled till 10plus going to 11 then we off from the spot.
Went to toilet then proceed to.......... STARBUCKS COFFEE. Fuhhlerrmakk! I bought Caramel Frappe and sis bought chocolate chip cream. When buying we thought of the others also. Its like not nice we drink then they see it, right?
So we bought the largest cup. 7dolar something. At last they dont wanna drink.
Mcm ____ . Then i drank all of it uh. Haha! 11.15pm off from starbucks wanna proceed to the mrt. There was 5 of us, 4 stay around cck area and only me live at woodlands.
The only way to get back home is only by the mrt. Some freaken minded, kejap2 nak naek bus 190 kejap kejap nak naek mrt. As for me i cant take bus. 'A' said that he pity me going home alone. But if he accompany me then his friends also follow him, kesian plak dirah balek sorang naek bus, so we discussed and decided all went home by mrt. Inside the train all do their own things. I stand near the door side with "A" from City hall to marsling. Reached Marsiling already time for me to leave and say goodbye to everybody. Salam dier ckp bye. Hah! Rasa macam sedih gytuh biler nak kene balek. KALAU lah boleh kan, i dont wanna go home taw.
Stick with you and spend the night together. Cheey!! Haha! Mcm phm seyh. Reached home at 12.35am. Nasib tak kene nag oii.. 12.46am he text-ed me,
then otp for 1hour plus. While otp with him, sis text-ed said she got problem. I wish i could help her ): Hang up the phone at 2.50am then off to bed.
ZZzzzzZZZZzzz.......

Today plan going to geylang in the afternoon. Accompany my aunt to collect her baju kurung. Maybe going to buka outside today with family.

**i will upload the photos soon**

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:21 PM

Heyy people! Actually i dont know what to post.. So, as i promised you guys that im gonna upload the pichaz that i took with dirah.. So enjoy seeing it yeah :)
PS: I LOVE HER TRUCKLOADS!!!





Ohh yeah i think i know what to post already!
Well, this few days i felt so happy by right over excited. Hah!
Because i get to otp with my dear __! Hahahaha!
We really talked much when otp. Alot of things that we talked about.
Life? School? Marriage? Hahahaha.. funny oii!
His kinda cool and funny. Cute lah. Haha.
Falling For __.
LOL!



Okaay lah. Till here. Byee!
I love the Alphabet A (:

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Sunday, September 6, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:42 PM


It's been days i never update. Actually past few days my day was exciting plus boring. Kay i will just make my post short and simple. Thursday was fun and crazy night for me and dirah*unforgettable*.

On Friday i went to dirah's crib again just to hang out and we felt so bored on that day. Dont know what to do. Betol betol punyer mendak seyh... Ard 10, we decided to take some fresh air by going to the 7/11. We bought some sweets, slurpy and spaghetti instant. Dudok kat pondok nearby bangkit lrt for 20mins to 30mins like that then we off home. Sampai umah mendak to the core. Suddenly my fingers felt so itchy, feel like texting someone. So i text-ed A. Haha. And he replied! ^^,


Next!


Saturday? Hmm? Nothing much going on.. Tired day i guess? Went to work then after working went to geylang with Dirah and family -.- ok ok lah.. quite boring. Panas oii! Otw going to geylang i was sleepy and tired plus boredom also. I looked at dirah, she always text-ing with her bby. Quite jealous because my love didn't text me. Then its like a miracle, Suddenly A text-ed me while i was thinking about him. Haha.

A: Hey!doin wat?
M: Hie..Ngah nak gy geylang ngan dirah and family. You?
(and goes on)

Kay At last my sister bought herself baju raya. After that, we browsing ard. Younger brother wanna eat 'tulang' so we went to makan place that's located at geylang also.At 12.30 off from geylang. Otw home i was bored inside the car so i text-ed A. Reached home at 1plus in the morning then otp with Him !! First time oii bbl ngan dier. Hahhahahha! Best siol. Gerek! We talked Crapped together. Kebanyakkan kita bbl merepek. Haha.
Sweet luhh kater kan.
And now i know his favorite word is "ahh entah.." lol
know why? cuz whenever i asked him question he will answer me like that =.=

Last but NOT least
"Jom kita pergi nikah!"
Hahaha..



Having Fun At Late Night!


Kay so long readers! take care! peace out! Muacks!

;maiaLOLLIPOP


Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:49 AM


'First Sight Love'


Every-time I close my eyes
It's your face I see.
I don't know what's happening.
I guess it's destiny..
Every-time you look my way.
My heart skips a beat.
I don't know what this is called.
But it feels like love to me.

Every-time I go to sleep.
It's you in my dreams.
I can't get you out of my head.
You're there constantly.
Too bad this feeling's just a secret..
I think you dont know how i feel..
If you did, the world would be perfect.

'Cause everyday I think about you.
Missing you so badly.
I don't know what to do..
My heart keeps beating fast.
It is getting hard for me to breathe..
But my love for you will always last...


Is this the meaning of true love..?? You dont need to find that love though you just must wait till that true love comes to you. Maybe whats some people said was right 'Love is blind'.. i think i agree with that. What im afraid now i will lost you. I always hope you will always be with me.
Although i never see you before and i dont really know you that much but my feelings for you is damn strong. 10months i been waiting for my true prince charming to come and now i think i have found it. And its you!
-The very first letter of the 'A'lphabet



Fheew..! Now i feel much better after expressing all my feelings that i always keep inside my deep deep heart.


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