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Friday, September 18, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:01 AM I know i been keep it as a secret and not sharing it with you. Im really sorry. Its not i dont trust you but its just that ......... haiz... I know you treat me like your blood family member. And i do appreciate it a lot. Im happy you guys really care and love me. Yes i do love you and your family.AND also my family. Now i have make you guys disappointed and i didnt mean too. I just need time to sort everything into the right path. I hope you understand. Im just so stupid and silly forgetting that my life is different from other girls out there. Im just taking Advantage of my freedom for going to your house. I understand with my uncle and brother treat me like this. I have realize it now. Im not blaming anyone instead of myself. This is all my fault and im gonna fix it right. You guys dont have to worry about me. Im just gonna be fine now. im glad my close ones do really care bout me. Thanks. To My dearest lil sis Dirah: Kak bukan nyer tak percaya ngan u kak cuma takot dgn malu. You really have help me out in a lot of things. i dont wanna give a burden to you and your family. Kak tak nak mengadu-ngadu kak nyer masalah kat orang. kak takot nanti orang laen masok campor dalam masalah kak ni. Kak harap dirah paham k. Although when im feeling down i really have to put on my 'Happy Mask' so that people wont realize whats happening. Hidup ade mak bapak dengan takda mak bapak sungguh berbeza sekali. I will tell you more soon i meet you okaay dear? Im really sorry.. Im sorry if i have make you sad; Im sorry if i have make you angry; Im sorry for not telling you the truth; Im sorry for acting infront of you; Im sorry if i have put on a mask just to cover from people seeing it; Im sorry if i have make up a story just to cover; Im really sorry for EVERYTHING; For EVERYTHING that i have react towards you. Im just hopeless.... |
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