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2010-06-04T16:54:00.002+08:00

"Speed is the ultimate, all time high. That first rush. Wow!

Just that burning, searing, soaring sense of perfection.

There’s no way to explain it unless you’ve been through it.

There’s no way to tell anyone who hasn’t tasted it. I’d like

to turn the whole world on just for a moment… just for a

moment. I’m greedy. I’d like to keep most of it for myself

and a few others, a few of my friends. Keep that superlative

high just on the cusp of each day so that I radiate sunshine."

By the way babe,

No worries, I will help you but you promised to in effort also okay.I treat you like family so does my family too, you may continue working but you must balance your time with studying too. I am always and promise to be here when you are in need of anything. I will try my best to help in any kind of way possible :)

I LOVE YOU BABE!!

New begining..

2010-05-28T03:24:00.004+08:00

Hello readers,

I know it's been while for me not to update my blog properly. Now i will just update and share with you a few stuffs that have change in my life. Now what i know is, I have forget about the PAST and i want to start a new life. Its been 7 months for me to wait for you but it seems that till end of this world you will not U-turn to me again, you never know how high my love to you but you have destroy it, so i have decide to move on. I know you don't love me no more. Well its fine with me now. The notes that i gave, you can decide to throw it away or keep as a sweet memories, Up to you. I never want to find a replacement but i already found someone that really can take care of me. Now, you don't have to be worried because i won't be disturbing your life anymore. I hope you will find the angel that you are searching. All the best. No matter what you will just stay to be my past memories. Well since you treat me as your friend then i'll treat you as one too(:

Any way, i did badly for my MYE. How can i improve it? I need help from my bestfriend. Bestfriend please please please help me okayyy? i'll try to put in more effort in it. I want to buck-up. Sometimes i think i want to stop working but it would be a difficult choice for me. I need money to survive. I have family to help with. I can't depend on my guardian too much. Now im an independent girl, unlike my friends who always get pocket money from their lovely parents. I have to work to have money and same time i want to spend my time to study also. My schedule so tight till im stress to find a day. No ones know the pain that im going through. They always thought im lazy to open my books, actually im not. Im just tired. Whatever it is i hope i can do my best for my studies.

Till here,

Takecare people and GOODBYE 7 months.

For Fun and Laughter!

2010-05-14T17:20:00.001+08:00

LONG TIME I DIDN'T UPDATE!!

2010-04-13T22:20:00.002+08:00

There'll never be another love for sure, cause in my heart there will only be you.

And you should know till now i still love you and i do care but i just don't know how to start.
I don't put a high expectation but you are my only exception.
Takecare my Love(:

i still love you...

2010-03-19T01:08:00.002+08:00

I love today, i really had fun alots.
No matter what i still love today and you too.
After for soo long we didnt communicate at last just now we did.
Im so happy!! Or extremely happy!!
but at the same time im upset because of him...(its hard to explain)
Ohh boy, you always know the reason why.
I hope you understand.
You know that time always fly fast and
time also can change people.
I just want to enjoy my life to the fulless thats all !
Adq you should know who im talking about right now.

Will the history be repeated again?
Im thinking.

To Amirah; imy babe. So sorry cant contact you last few days. been busy with stuffs. jangan marah ehh? meet you soon once sch re-open(:

Till here
Takecare

2010-02-27T02:04:00.002+08:00

Im glad that my classparent finally happy with my behaviours and attendance(:
No more skipping schools. My only wish to make them proud!
Like what majority said, MATH can kill us.
If only you love math then you can easily solve the problem sums with one eye close.
My bestfriend, Amirah, Promise tio guide me along.
Im holding on your words babe. Make sure alright. Don't bubble!
I really love school but i hate test.
School is the place where i can be happy all day long with my babe.
She never fail to make me smile always although im not in the mood.
Shes the one that im really treasure so much.
Silly and funny stuffs what we love to do, ignored what people said as long we,
our ownself are happy. She love Shades and like to take Night Rider. Haha.
No matter what i love you! and you should know that whatever it is i still love you!

After for some periods we have been contacting each other,
im still learning how to _____ you.
I tried my best but it's so hard.
I only do what my heart tells me.
Like what my teacher said, Everyone does have their own problems,
now the matter is how you want to handle/solve the problem?
Till now im still thinking how could i solve this stupid problem.
Baby sis said just enjoy life and be happy always, thats the way to slove it.
But i feel greatful to have you beside me.
The only thing im afraid of is i might be your worst nightmare.
Just let the time suits the situation.

*Smile is where love begins, with a little kiss add on it will grow, the sad thing is why must the ending part ended up with a teardrop?*

2010-02-18T18:43:00.002+08:00

I thought you called me because of you remembered of me but...... i was wrong.

Every steps and moments that i took is just pain for me :'(

Te Amo.... I love today^^

2010-02-13T22:35:00.003+08:00

Heyy Little Moster,

Saw that girl upstairs? Shes a friend of mine. In fact my bestfriend! :D
Today was a great day. An outing dedicated to Amirah's birthday with fiq, alep and uzair! (:
Meeting point at Jurong East mrt like usual i was late. Hehe!
Headed to Bugis. She wanted to buy a dress but unfortunately there wasn't a nice one.
Ohh yeah!! Before that we went to zam-zam to eat and what the fish!! the service was sucks. I was fuck-up with it. But had no other choice, hungry already so just shut up and just eat.
Amirah bought herself a birthday present at esprit which cost her 80bucks. Not bad worth it.
Actually it suppose to be a happening outing but due to some of the people bubble and whatsoever it tend to be lesser peoples tagging. Though we still have fun and laughter still heard so loud. Haha! Two of her friends will be meeting her and we wait at Marina like waiting for a fruit that never will drop. Hah! damn long. No offense. Just a compliment. Went home at 7 plus near 8. Currently alone at home.. so bored!!!! Shitt!!!

To Amirah:
Happy Birthday! Haha! May all your wish come true. Bffeeeee!! We should insult each other often, that's what bestfriends always did :D Te Amo!

2010-02-06T03:43:00.000+08:00

You left me wondering around
No longer do I feel safe and sound
Stumbling on your favorite blue shirt
Cant keep in all of this hurt
I loved you so damn much
That now I cry for your touch
That no longer comes my way
No matter how much I beg and pray
Into my bed I crawl alone
Just to smell your colonge
It was a week ago since you said goodbye
But your smell still lingers by
It fills my body with such distress
Turning me into a total mess
You didnt think of what you would do to me
All you wanted was to be free
So me being stupid I opened the door
I let you through and cried even more
I closed it shut and heard you leave
Footstep heading away from me
You say that we werent meant to be
How do you dare say that to me
I hold my broken heart in my hand
Trying to keep it together the best I can
But no matter how much glue I use
I still cry and feel abused
For in this prison called my room
I keep memories of me and you
They haunt me every second of the day
I just wish this pain would go away
I gathered all your things today
Put them in a box and hid them away
But I kept something to make me smile
I found it and took it from the pile
A picture of you holding me
A memory of what we used to be

2010-02-06T02:46:00.005+08:00

Random ones

"We broke up over a few months ago and I still was struggling with it. The women I was ready to spend the rest of my life with just DUMPED ME... It was one of the most devastating experiences I've ever gone through. I didn't even know I was capable of loving another person the way I did her... and to know that she didn't feel the same about me was crushing... All the dreams and plans of my future with her fell apart, leaving me lonely and confused. I was handling the breakup pretty bad... maybe you can relate that..."

Isn't it such a sad story? Hmm..?

Spend time to read this one. . .

"And why couldn't I do the same? How many times have you heard of lovers passionately reconnecting after breakups caused by unfaithfulness, loss of interest, jealousy and worse yet - even violence. I've constantly seen with my own eyes people taking back liars, cheaters and abusers. Now I didn't fall into any of those categories myself, but if those cases could be salvaged, why couldn't mine? What were they doing, that I couldn't do myself?!?

I bet you personally know a few couples that have gotten back together. I'm sure you even thought to yourself, "I can't believe they're taking their ex back after they did... (fill in the blank)!!!"

Girls have taken back guys and guys have taken back girls. Lovers have been falling back in love since... well... FOREVER! Couples from all walks of life reconnect EVERY DAY, regardless of their situation - no matter who they are, where they're from, and what kind of relationship they had, couples always seem to reunite. I was DETERMINED to do the same...

So I thought to myself, "What the heck separated the couples that got back together, and those that stayed broken apart? If wanted my ex back in my life, I knew I needed to discover the pieces to this puzzle."

P.s: Its not related to me.

2010-01-29T23:09:00.002+08:00

Holar people !

Gosh~! my blog almost a dead blog.
Been busy and lazy with ALOTS of stuffs.
Life suppose to great but why mine isn't at? Hmph!
Life is always about decision making. Im confuse!
Not to worried, i always have my babes and dudes to support me(: ily!
Hha! DnT have been so hard to me. Coursework is waiting for me.
My second heart says that i should drop that subject but . . . . . . .
okay....till here.

Contatc people have been soo irritating !! Shit you !

kecing, kecing, kecing ($.$)

2009-12-02T10:09:00.002+08:00

Since today i woke-up early, im bored right now. Later going to work, work and work with that 'bakk!bakk!'. I really love my life right now. Happy but not lucky. My life is much more meaning full now. I wanna work, work, work and save money, money, money to my people happy, happy and happy. My hands is itchy and i wanna go for shopping like every single ladies does.

"HEY' I MISS YOU"

Ohh baby,

2009-11-24T03:30:00.002+08:00

1. I miss my love ones
2. I miss my best buddy (:
3. I want to ride the Roller Coaster :DDDDD
4. I want to go SHOPPING!
5. I want to 'turn over a new leave
6. I want to go out with Dirah, sch friends and my primary sch friends
7. I WANT TO USE HANDPHONE AGAIN
8. I want to eat Jellybeans !
9. Im bored with curly hair -.-
10. Last but not least, I want MONEY. Like duhh!!!

Above is some highlights what is important for now.

Let me share something, upon seeing my family members smoking right? Now i start to feel like wanna try some. Haha ! Seeing them smoking feels so cool. This is all happen in sudden. So buddy can i try to smoke for now ? :)

2009-11-14T21:34:00.003+08:00

Fweeuu ! At last, i have time to update. Lately i been very busy. I plan not to waste my time at home doing nothing so i have decided to work. At least i can earn money by my own sweat, im happy for that. I miss my school friends lahh.. Hope to meet you guys soon kay. I promise ! And yeah, swear to god i really misses you badly(you shud know who im refering to). Yesterday was 13.11.2009, haiss... nevermind i dont wanna talk about it. Lets skip ! Hmm... My holiday is going just fine. Nothing much interesting happening. Bored, bored, bored and bored.. I think i gonna stop here. Dont know what to say already.

*You know that i still love you and i will never stop loving a guy like you. Whenever i saw you online i wish i can talk much with you and share things out but . . . . haiz.

Drag it and you will find out. . . .

I LOVE YOU ___L !!!!!!

thanks

2009-11-06T09:22:00.002+08:00

ALL THE QUESTION MARKS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED.

NOW IT'S ALL OVER.
WAS THE ENDING SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THIS?
I WISH WHAT YOU SAID WAS JUST A DREAM TO ME.
I DIDN'T WANTED THIS TO HAPPEN BUT IT'S ALRIGHT.
I WILL BARE WITH ALL THIS ALTHOUGH IT'S HARD, DAMN HARD !
BUT I STILL HAVE TO RESPECT YOUR WISH AND NOW,
YOUR WISH HAVE BEEN GRANTED.
NO NEED TO APOLOGIZE.
IN THE FIRST PLACE IT WASN'T YOUR FAULT AT ALL.
IT'S MY FAULT.
13 WILL JUST BE A MEMORIES...
MY HOPE WILL JUST STAY A HOPE.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.
IM SPEECHLESS NOW.

Dirah lov now i understand how you felt when you broke-off with shaa.. it's really hurt alot ;'C

! Mariah Ohh Maia ! says goodbye to the name of LOVE.

2009-11-05T22:06:00.001+08:00

What is going on?

shower me with your love;

2009-11-02T23:37:00.004+08:00

Kiss Me Kiss Me Say That You Miss Me !
Love me Love me Say that you love me.
I started to miss you badly :(
Hope you feel the same way too...

Hope i can meet you soon.
Gosh today i have my periods.
And my mood always swings nowadays.

What i feel?
sometimes you just make me think negative towards you.
the way you reacted to me make me so.........
sorry i have to say this.
but this is what i feels.
hope you understand how i feel right now.
example;i asked you one question, you replied me with one sentence.
and sometimes when im not contacting with you,
i felt that you dont love me no more.
cuz i hardly heard you say the word 'i love you'.
please show me your love towards me.
show me that you really love me.
can you do that for me?
just for me?
Or maybe i guess this is just negative thoughts that commonly love bug feels.
i wanted to tell you this but i just dont dare to do it.
but flashed back the moment of love that we had,
im sure you love me but it just that you didnt show it.
sorry if i have elaborated it wrongly.
whatever it is i really love you.

2009-11-01T02:36:00.002+08:00

IGNORANCE IS YOUR NEW BEST-FRIEND !
I DON'T KNOW WHAT IM THINKING RIGHT NOW?
GOD ! PLEASE HELP ME ! WHAT SHOULD I DO?
I JUST WANT THE BEST FOR MY FUTURE, THAT'S ALL.
IF I HAVE A CHOICE TO CHOOSE,
SHOULD I RETAIN OR GET PROMOTED?
BUT THERE'S GOOD AND BAD IN BOTH.
OHH PLEASE, WHAT SHOULD I CHOOSE?
WISH I COULD FLASH BACK THE TIME OR MAYBE,
THERE'S AN ANGEL COME TO ME AND WILL GRAND ME A WISH.
KNOW WHAT DIRAH? I THINK IM HATING MYSELF TOO !!! sigh.

2009-10-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

Dear bloggey,

What a day? Today i attend school after more than 5days i absent myself. Today was the last day of school so i decided to come. I do have lots of fun in school today with my dear friends. From the beginning i knew that i could not make for this year as my results are really down down down. I knew that im gonna fail ! Just now some of my classmates got back their report book and those who didnt received will have to meet the vice-principle. And guess what ? Im one of them. Shiitt!! I immediately asked my teacher will i be retain next year? she answered im not sure. Will have a talk with the vice-principle first and now it's 50-50. You might be retain or you're not. Monday have appointment with my teachers and VP. Im scared. Honestly saying i was depressed and disappointed with my results.

At mother tongue period, we have a free period. Do your own thing as the teacher got something to settle. I listened to my friend's mp3 and put my head on the table. A few minutes later my teacher came back and sat beside me. We had a very so called long convo. All that we talked about was on the topic "RETAIN". And my cikgu shared her secret to us. DLS. It started like this.

Cikgu:Awak kemungkinan akan di-retain taw.
Me: Ohh yeke?? alahaii sedih sey. (in a sad tone)
Cikgu:Tapi awak nak kene jumpe VP dulu lah.
Me:Hmm okayylah. :((((((((((
Cikgu:Jangan bersedih lah mariah. Awak sebenarnye ade potential tapi kerana awak banyak kali ponteng sebab itu awak dapat banyak markah kosong untuk ujian.
Me:Ye cikgu saya tahu tuh. Tapelah retain pon retain lah cikgu :((
Cikgu:Awak nak tahu tak rahsia saya?
Me:Nak.
Cikgu:Sebenarnye dulu saya retain juga taw. Sec 3 juga, sebab saya malas nak belajar.
Me:HUH?? Cikgu retain?? Betol ke ni?? Mcm tak percaye je.
Cikgu:iyee.... saya retain. Bnyk org pon tak percaye. Haha.
Me:Itulah saye pon tak percaye sey. Then how does it feel to be retain?
Cikgu:Hmm?Okaylah not bad. Actually kalau awak nak tahu kan? Disebalik awak kene retain kan mesti ade hikmahnye. Cikgu masa tuh rase its good lah to be retain sebab dalam kelas tuh awak yg tua then awak tahu pelajaran yg diajar dahulu then ni awak retain mcm awak ni revise it again taw so its good kan?
Me:Ohh ah ah ehh.. Betol jugak lah kate cikgu ni. Kalau mcm tuh saye nak retain lah. Hehe ! main2 aje. Then whats your parent feel towards you the moment they knew that you retained?
Cikgu:Mereka kecewa lah. My mom did cried bile dapat tahu. My dad pulak mcm biasa lah bising kat saye.
Me:Ahhhh!!! itulah yg saye takotkan. Saye taknak sey kecewakan pakcik saye. Mesti dorang kecewa bile dapat tahu.
(And its goes on and on)
The bell rang and its time to get back to the respective classroom. I showed my cikgu muka pecah seribu. Then cikgu say:

Dalah jangan sedih lagi kay. mesti ade hikmah disebalik semua ini. Now its good you have learnt your mistakes. Next year jangan ponteng lagi. You know if you have problems you can just talk to me kan?*Hug each other*

I say: Okayy cikgu. Terima kasih atas kata perangsangnye ye cikgu. Saya appreciate sangat sangat. Saya Sayaaaaaaaaanngg cikgu ! :D

After that convo my mind started to think. Should i retain or just get promoted to next year? Think back again, theres advantages and disadvantages in both condition. Im confused now. I just wanted the best for myself. Whatever it is let just see whats they gonna say bout my results? Not forgetting my dear friends also did gave me some motivation to me. I really love you guys. I didnt know that you guys really cared about me although im not that close to you. Thanks for everything.

Now im missing my dear dodol. Tomorrow then he will be back in singapore. I really damn fcuking miss you boy. Whatever it is i will just pray for you that you will reach singapore safely.
Just now went home with Siti my classmate. We accompanied her took bus 106 then stopped at bukit batok which is at her house after that changed bus 963 towards woodlands. The moment i aboard that bus it was full with humans. No seats was available. After a few stops later then got one seat and i quickly go and grabbed it. hahaha ! then got one of this chinese boy accidentally slept on my shoulder. hahahaha. Paisey sia. But that boy was cute. LOL ! Then he alighted that bus at bpp bustop. Went to dirah house just now. Pity her she was tired.

Kaylah till here. Im tired of typing. BYE !

YOU THE FUCKING BEST I EVER HAD !

;Mariah Ohh Maia

i miss you dear,

2009-10-28T23:55:00.004+08:00

*Maicinlah*

I am wondering what's his doing right now at thailand?
Hopefully he is having fun at there. Do enjoy yourself kay dear. Come back soon ! Will be waiting for you.

I MISS YOU D !

2009-10-27T22:33:00.001+08:00

Today went to ECP with Dirah Wek and WaniSmurf.
Have our breakfast at Mcdonald.
Thanks dearie Dirah for the treat.
We went for a cycling at there.
It was absolutely fun.
I am so loving it.
We cycled for 3 hrs.
Wani treated me for the bike. Thank you dear !
While cycling we dropped by to the skate park then we cycled over there.
No one was there so we conquer the place. Haha !
Lots of funny and silly stuffs happened.
As you know im a silly girl so i do silly stuffs.
At that skate park i did some silly stuffs that makes both of them laugh like hell.
First few hours i was hyper all the way then i get exhausted.
Started to get weaker when the weather is so damn burning.
We left ECP around 1pm. Washed up and off-ed.
After that went to CCK to meet Dear Dol.
Then slacked ! He dye-ed his hair, well honestly saying i love your hair sayang<3
He will be flying off to Thailand tomorrow morning at 3am.
Takecare kayy dear. Have a safe and sound trip to your destination.
Please come back. Ya Allah selamatkan lah dorang pabila dalam perjalanan. Amin.
Overall today was awesome ! I love today !

Ohh yeah do watch this video, the scene where there was so called an 'awesome fall' at the skate park. Kindly visit my dear sis blog to watch the video, okayy? ((((:

www.dirahlobeyo.blogspot.com

Kay till here..
Im really gonna miss my baby-boy<3
Takecare my dearest readers.

;Mariah Ohh Maia

boring..

2009-10-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

Didn't turned up to school today.
Two reasons why:
1. i was sicked.
2. i lazy to wake up this morning.
I woke-up at 5.30am and school will be begin at 8.45am so i continue to sleep again.
It's too early. Then at 6.55am i was woke-up by the alarm clock but still my body is too weak to get up. And wanna know what? I continue to sleep again. Heh ! At 8.15am then my body feel abit fresher. Shower and don't know what to do. Kinda boring. 12.30 i sent my lil brother to school after that go home. Reached home, watched tv. I just finished chatting with my dear lovely peoples at facebook, Dearest Dirah Wek and Dearie Dol-O-lah. Haha.. he changed his name now instead of 'Acap' became 'Dol-O-lah'. Whatever your name is i love you whoever you are. Tomorrow's planning looks like gonna be exciting. Looking forward for tomorrow. Going cycling with Dirah and Wani. Afternoon, will be meeting Dear Dol-lah-lah. Hehe.. He's going to Thailand tomorrow. How sad i feel right now. Gonna miss you sayang. Tomorrow will be the last meeting for me and him for this month. And im not sure when i can meet him again next month.
Nowadays i ate alot you know. Whenever im stressed up i eat alot. Thats what im gonna do now. Makan sampai Gemok ! So people, don't worry, feel stress? Go makan many many okayy? Mesti stress hilang punya..

So long peeps.
Doodles !
;Mariah Ohh Maia

Sick, sick, sick

2009-10-25T23:22:00.002+08:00

What a bad day...
I was sicked today..
This morning i had a slight fever..
Took some medication and soon later i felt much better.
Still i have some dizziness in my head.
Then just now went to relative wedding ceremony at Clementi.
Reached home, im getting bad to worst.
Now im having diarrhea..
Walauweyy... very pain, you know !
Plus irritating some more.
To and fro to the toilet. Haizzz...
Gonna take some rest later.
Not sure tomorrow gonna be going to school or not.
See if im okay tomorrow morning (:

Takecare people;
I love you !

2009-10-24T23:26:00.002+08:00

Don't laugh too much in the end you will end up crying,

Today was a mundane day, stay at home whole day. Im glad that today i did make my family happy. I cooked for them 'asam pedas' which is my uncle favourite. He enjoyed eating the food that i cooked. Extremely happy to see them enjoying eating. Hmm, nothing much to share right now because today nothing exciting happening.

Next week gonna be last week of school...

Till here.
;MaiaLOLLIPOP

If only theres a reason for everything

2009-10-23T21:37:00.003+08:00

If theres only a reason for everything

I am not gonna do a proper post tonight.
Now i am so tired and sleepy.
Just a quick recap whats happening today, thats it !
Firstly, today i didnt attend school and i skipped school due to some internal problem this morning.
Secondly, i met sis at CCK around 7.20am. Go McDonald ate breakfast till 9.30am then we off from that place. Chat with her alot at McDonald.
Thirdly, went to CCK again to meet Dear like usual. I love the beginning part of today and i hate the ending part. Haizz.... Dear really entertained me today with all of his lovely heart.
Last but not least, i reached home at 5.35pm. And got scolded with that 'moron' ! Sorry didnt mean to say you moron but you make me so. Who the hell are you to judge who is right to be my friend?

YOU SAID YOU LOVED AND CARED ABOUT ME BUT WHY AREN'T YOU LENDING ME YOUR SHOULDER WHEN I NEED YOU ?

To AdieqPampered: Aww.. thanks adieq for making an effort to change the blog skin. I like it. Simple and nice :D

Out Of My Mind

2009-10-21T21:21:00.003+08:00

Schooling day
Went to school today.
Received some of the exam paper.
Well, my results was bad ! :'(
Dont wanna elaborate it here.
So embarrassing.
After school met Dear at CCK.
Slacked together with his friends.
As usual i did have lots of lots of fun with Dear.
Rudy brought along his sis saloma taik lalat? hahahaha...
Kecoh sey. Tak padan kecik tapi mulut dier 'dasyat oi'..
Dear send me till Marsiling nearby my block..
Thanks sayang for sending me home :D
Reached home almost late.
Im afraid to enter the house as i scared i will get scolded but guess what?
Hah !! My uncles are not at home only my brother.
Nasib..! Fheew! Opened the door saw brother was playing the computer.
Than he shouted at me like this "Wahh!! Baru baleK kerja kape?!?!?"
I walked and ignored him. Malas nak layan uhh.
After freshing myself up, i sat at the sofa suddenly in my mind i thought of what Dear say just now bout going to Thailand.
Know what he said? "Ti i naek flight mane tahu flight tuh terjatoh ke.. dah jadi mcm michael jackson..."
I was sad upon hearing it. I really mean it sayang. Please dont say like again. I dont wanna anything to happen to you Dear. I really love you.

Just now login tagged and i received msg from WaniSmurf.
Regarding this Friday meeting,
Its okay if you cant meet me this Friday.
Dont have to say sorry.
No ones fault.
Kak understand the situation.
Enjoy your day love !

Random:
My eye-bag is getting worst and worst. Wish i could sleep early peacefully tonight.

;Mariah Ohh Maia

Shout my name Darling and say ILOVEYOU

2009-10-20T23:34:00.003+08:00

Gosh.. ! I am so loving it with this photo.
I loike it ! I love it ! I admire it ! I save it ! I keep it !
So sweet right? Haha. I know ^_^
It been taken on last Friday by who i forgot. Sorry !
Edited by my Darling Petpet <3
Last Friday went to town with my dear people.
Had fun on that day. Enjoyable lah.
This few days i spent my time at home.
So boring. Play computer, watched tv, eat, sleep, tidy-up the house and slacked.
No life man.
Tomorrow will be going to school again.
No more exams ! Yay !
Now im afraid of one thing.
My results ! Hopefully i pass (:
Ohh, and tomorrow will be meeting Dear.
As usual i yang kene turon CCK =.=
Kalau dah sayang punye pasal semua pon sanggup tau ! :D
Currently im so fed-up with this bloody computer, keep on lagging :<

One thing: I know some of you guys so called jealous with me when im in realationship with my Dear Petpet that's why you dont have better things to do rather than spammed his blog. Bloody Ass ! Ma-tha-fac-ka !

To Go.
Su-tel-leh-bomb. Hahaha
Doodles !

;Mariah Ohh Maia

16.10.2009

2009-10-19T12:09:00.002+08:00

Maia :)

The Sexy Bitch'

DirahMaia <3

Maia & Dhan :D

Without you i dont think my heart can beat

2009-10-18T01:24:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOU WHATEVER YOU ARE

The ocean so lovely
The sun about to set
I gaze into your misty eyes
You make my heart flutter
Your arms wrap around me
You pull me in closer
My heart against yours
Yours against mine
They beat as one
Laying my head on your shoulder
I whisper in your ear
"I Love You"
In return you lean in for a kiss
Ending the day
Together as one...
In my gallery are pictures of you
you'll find in my heart
were dreams are only dreams made to never come true
but I'll always be dreaming dreaming of you
because hun it's you
the one i plead for the one i bleed for
the one i need to hold on
no matter what im so loving you

I Love everything about you;
Hug & Kisses
;maiaLOLLIPOP

Supermodel

2009-10-15T16:57:00.004+08:00

Enjoy the pictures taken on 15th Oct.
The day where Dirah and I did a photoshoot.
So have fun browsing!

Last but not least...
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I LOVE ABDULLAH TARMIDZI, my boyfriend !!!

Bye!
Chao.

Kiss Me Under The Rain And Say I Love You....

2009-10-14T21:59:00.003+08:00

Hey Earthlings,

Today i have Mathematics Paper 2 and Science Biology. Maths? No way.. Almost all of the questions i dont understand plus dont know how to do it. Manage to do some only. sigh. I know im gonna FAIL my maths paper. No hope!
For Bio i didnt expect the questions that will be test were very hard. Thought it will be easy, SHIT i tell you! Laen yg aku blaja, laen yg dier kelua. What The Fish is that!?? More than 20marks flew away just like that. Wasted!!

Tomorrow my last paper will be having POA Paper 2 and D and T. Fcuk! Fcuk! Fcuk! Honestly, im bad in this two subject. I am scared now for tomorrow's paper. Wish i can do it so easily ya?

Today's plan supposed to go to Lady Gaga(Dirah) house. But what happening t oday wasnt followed with the plan. After dismissal i proceed to Bangkit to meet her but shes not at home yet so came down to Senja and met her with her Gay boys. Haha! I didnt know that Dear with be there too. Abit shocked went saw him. lol. And after more than a month for not meeting with my sis Wani and just now did met her. Rindu lah oi. Shes so adorable. Slacked at petir with Dear and friends. Though it was so so so a mundane day. Boringgg......!

Tomorrow will be going to sis house. Hopefully tomorrow will not be another mundane day. Nowadays i am soo STRESS with everything!! My head feels like gonna burst. Swear!
Dear said:"Kalau stress jangan terlalu fikirkan sangat.". Perkaranya tak semudah itu sayang. Its not that simple for me for not thinking all those problem that im facing and i will be facing. I tried not to thinking about it too much but its just so hard and it keeps rounding in my mind. DEPRESSED! Gaahhh.... what should i do? Nevermind, hope theres a solution for this.

Hmm.. Guess will stop here then.
I love my readers.
Dada..!!! (:

I Love You, Acap! and always do.

;maiaLOLLIPOP

I AM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU !!!!

2009-10-14T00:08:00.003+08:00

Always and always in my heart. Sigh. I miss you both! ):

We were meant to be together....

13.10.2009

I really appreciate for having you apart in my life.
Whenever im with you, my heart always have a strong feelings.
That we gonna have a bright future.
You're the one who always make me smile and laugh.
Your hug is so warm till i wanna stick with you forever.
Your words is so meaningful till i always kept it in my mind.
Always waited this to happen.
And..... Now im OFFICIALLY yours.
Remember I really love you dear.
Bare that in your mind, okay?
I miss you right now.
Wish you are here with me by my side.
Miss your huggs and kisses...

MARIAH LOVE ABDULLAH TARMIDZI forever and always.

kay readers,
takecare.
Dont take drugs. Hahah..
Kay merepek!
Bye!!
Love ya!
Muacks!

2009-10-12T17:29:00.002+08:00

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU
I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU
Muacks!!!!!!!!
Hugg&Kisses

ByeBye !

Loving you makes me crazy

2009-10-10T23:21:00.004+08:00

Hey Peeps!

Sorry didn't update that much nowadays, been busy with alot of stuffs. Let's make it short and simple. Recap, past few days was okay okay, aspernormal boring day. BUT Friday was the most happiest day although at first i was abit upset and disappointed for some reason. Kay, Friday after my paper, headed to CCK to meet my dear WEK!. Then proceed to meet dearest A. He invited us to his house, Dhan, Dirah and me. Only Dhan and Dirah went inside his house. I didn't enter and i waited for them at staircase. Dhan, Dirah, Akky and HIM kept on pursuit me to come inside his house but i refused because of some reason. And no one knows what was it. I know they been sicked and fed-up with my stubbornness. Sorry guys. Then then he brought me a glass of water although im outside. Hah! sweet kan? Overall i am so so sorry for not entering your house kay dear? Next time insyallah i masok because that's gonna be my future house too. Hahaha(kay mcm phm).. Ohh ya not forget to mention I did met his mom!! Whoaa.. Fistly was shocked to see his mom. Laugh Out Loud!

Skip, skip...

After that the guys went to play takraw. Tagg along, sit there and watched them play. At that court ALOT of SWEET things happening between me and him. Too many to elaborate lah. Whatever it is, the love from me to you is getting more and more. Countless! And and when he gave me the first kissed i was like so blushing lah*giggles*.. I am offed from CCK at 6.20pm? i guess? Reached home at 7plus due to the train too many people. Got nagged a bit by uncle but nevermind, i listened then ignored it -.- Overall i had alot of fun on that Fcuking Friday. Will be meeting him again on Tuesday. Wee..!!

Extra:*What you said was true. You no need to find love wait till love finds you. When the love comes to you sometimes it is a true love. Like me and you*smiled*

Just remember i always love you and yes i really do.

Question:If you really love your guy/girl will you do anything for them plus doing something that is not right ?

So long suckers..!!

Love,
;maiaLOLLIPOP

I'm gonna miss you so much dear

2009-10-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

(Juliet, Maia, Syidah, Mimah)BLOOD!!

So, see the figure above?
This was taken on my advance birthday celebration. Actually 2/3 before my birthday. Which already PAST -.-
We celebrated it at Marina Bay. Only four of us. Can say it was the unforgettable birthday celebration that i had. And and i still like could remember lah that there was a group of matrepZ or abg2 disturb us.. They have nothing better to do rather than disturbing girls like us -.- Bodoh! Kay let's straight to the point hor, see the sweet lady in green? She's my dear cousin. Yesterday she went back to perth with her family. Sedih seyh. I didn't have the time to send her to the terminal cause her flight was at 1am. I am gonna miss her a lots! sigh. She will be coming back to Singapore maybe next year? Hope to see you again in Singapore. Do keep in touch aite dear. Contact me thru Facebook or Tagged kay.... :)

Hmm... tomorrow will be having Geography Test after school. Maybe be coming back school late. Suffer for one week and it's done. Today till thursday no exam will be held. Resume on Friday, Social studies and POA paper 1. POA? walauwey..! No hope i tell you. I dont even like to study accounts. It's so boring. Guess im gonna fail badly for that paper lorr..

Ohh yeah.. just now went to causeway for awhile alone then kene kacau ngan mat-mat poly.. wahseyy.. Act aje lebih.. ! pegidah..! Nowadays guys uhh know how to disturb girls only. Bodoh sak! Ohh and ! just went to coffee shop buy makan and there goes again, kene kacau ngan abang jual ayam bbq. Hahahaha.. Then i said to the abang. " ape ni kacau2 org? duit raya tkda ke? lau tkda kene bagi ayam bbq dua potong lah." then he replied "Hahahaha.. Duit raya? nak dtg umah lah." and i said " ishk! tak nak lah.. bagi ayam bbq free lah sebagai penggantinyer" and you know what he really gave me free bbq chicken. Hahahhahha.. Best pe dapat free. " adek cantik nyer pasal abang bagi lah ehk...." he added. Took the chicken and i leave the place quickly. Hahahaha... Haiyo0.. people nowadays uh... mcm2 aje.

Alright i will stop here. Bye!

Blow me a kiss;We were meant to be together;

2009-10-03T06:31:00.004+08:00

Heyy Peeps,

Okay nothing much to say but i got something to share with you guys whats happening on Thursday and Friday.
On Thursday i have my English paper and ends at 12.15pm. I have plan to go to sis house after my dismissal. Took bus to her crib and reached around 1plus going t o 2pm. She told me that she will be home at 3pm but that day she went home at 2.30pm. Went i reached at her crib the house is so peace and quiet. Saw her grandma sleeping on the sofa. Not to disturb i just kept quiet. 10mins later she woke-up. She was shocked plus happy to see me. Then we talked about kuih raya in olden days. Haha! She shared some tips how to make a kuih raya and now i knew that she LOVE TO EAT BAULU. Haha! While we were talking suddenly the door bell rang. I knew it will be Dirah. So i opened the door for her and i tried to hide behind the door to make her surprise and she knew that it was me opening the door for her because only me will opened the door while hiding. I put a big big smile on my face the moment i saw her face. As you know it been long time we didn't meet. We hugged and laughed. Half an hour later Dirah, Syahid and me went to Lot 1 to eat pizza at Pizza Hut, only three of us. Took LRT to CCK and guess what we saw chestnut drive student which was so the 'merepek'. Irritating oi. Kay Kay.. we ordered two sets of student meal which contains 4 pieces of pizza per set and two sets of sweet & spicy drumlets which is Syahid favourite. Next to our table there was this Chinese family, they kept looking at us when we ate the pizza. Wanna know why b'cuz we ate the pizza with our hands instead of using the folk & knife. Dirah realised that one three of us eat using hand. Haloo?? We are malay okayy, it's better to use our naked hands than rather using the the folk & knife. You chinese what you know? Bodoh! Actually while i was eating the soup of the day there was something terrible and embarrassing scene happening. Hahahahahaha! I dont wanna say it b'cuz it's so embarrassing. B'cuz of that stuped cheese i cant continue eating my soup. Siak! I thought the amount that we gonna spend was like over 20bucks or something, and you how much we spend at there? Total amount is about $18plus. Not bad huh? Quite cheap. After that walked, walked and walked around the Lot 1 then entered into Cotton On. Dirah wanted to buy a slipper. Time was 5.30pm and we separated to our own destination. Reached home at 6.15pm.

Kay the next day.....

Friday, i have Mother Tongue paper ends at 12.20pm. Proceed to CCK to meet Dirah. I need to contact her and I don't have any mobile phone with me so i have to find public phone in order to contact her. Went round and round and round CCK just to find public phone. Stupid sia! At last i found there was a public phone at the interchange. How fool am i for not searching it earlier on..? Called dirah and waited for her about 10mins at entrance of the LRT. She arrived with two of her guy friends following. Hungry, went to LJS to makan. After makan proceed to meet my dear, A. Met him under his void-deck. Slacked with his friends. I am so so so the happy to see him. His friends was so kecoh but gerek. Haha! I really had fun time with him. Was bored so i kacau-kacau him by kept on pulling his shirt. LOL. I knew that i was irritating that point of time but i just love to disturb you. Hehehe! Disturbing people is fun! Mind you? Ohh yeah and he said that my hair look like a bird nest due to my curly hair that was tied up. Hahahah! Hmm.. while we was relaxing at the exercise thinggy, everyone got bored and of them asked to play catching. Hahahaha! I didn't joined them play by right i watched them playing. Funny! Suddenly saw syakir, ex-clementeens, slacking with his friends. He was my senior. I waved at him just to say hi. Off from there at 5.20pm. A send me till mrt station. Dirah took lrt with her friend home. Hugged and Kissed her and she off-ed. Before going off, hugged each other and i gave him a kiss on the left cheek. Took mrt reached home at 6.15pm....... On the way home i kept on thinking about him. And i don't know why. Hahaha.. Crazy!

I guess till here my post will be. Tired of typing. Know what?! I didn't sleep at all today due to i can't sleep. lol. And now i still not feeling sleepy at all. Guess what?? Now i have dark circle under my eyes. It's so00 uglaayyyyyy.... Okayy BYE! Hope to meet you again dear.

2009-09-30T21:31:00.002+08:00

(i luv him)

Heyy there earthlings...

Well, nothing much to post actually. Currently now tagging just browsing at friends profile. Hah! So, tomorrow is my English paper 1 and 2.. hopefully i can do it ya? Wish me all the best people. Tomorrow plan to go to sis house. But she will be home around 3plus. sadsad. Been long times i didnt meet her. I am so so so excited to meet her tomorrow. I miss my people ! Alright till here. Just a short post will do. Gonna continue revising now.. Toodles.

Huggs & Kisses
Signing off; maiaLOLLIPOP

Full of Boredom, No life random

2009-09-28T11:06:00.004+08:00

2009-09-27T11:06:00.002+08:00

See this picture above??
I MISS MY HP!!
I WANT IT BACK!!!

I got a feeling....

2009-09-24T15:40:00.005+08:00

Today something is really bothering my mind and heart. Something is not right but i don't know what's that? Hmm? Hopefully what i am feeling right now is just a feeling only and nothing negative gonna happen. Lately been depressed with EVERYTHING. Don't worry its not about my uncle and brother. Its about 'me' and my studies. Now i am really giving full-force for my studies. No more slacking. I had ENOUGH of it already.

Hari Raya? Hmm, nothing interesting. Not in mood to raya now. I think after my EOY ends then i got the feelings to raya. Been at home studying and revising. Getting ready for my BIG BIG DAY. 7 more days to go.. not much time left.

And yeah, it's been more than a week i never meet my dearest sis D Wek(in white) and family especially lil bro syad. I do really miss her. Wish you are doing just fine right now ya. Do study hard. Get ready for your exam okaay dear? I will call you one day when i am free. I just miss seeing your smile and hearing your high pitching laughter. Haha. Hope to meet you soon.

Maria, do you miss someone else right now?
Yes i do. Last but not least i really miss my LOVE. Its been quite a long time we didn't ya? I still remember the day that we first time met. It was on the 10th Sept. I wish to meet you soon. Too bad i only can meet you in my dream. Miss hearing your voices. Do call me when i receive my mobile phone, okaay dear? I also hope that you're just doing fine right now with everything that you up to. Do study hard and start revising for your exam okaay ?
Just remember one thing "my love and care for you is sincere not fake"...
Hope you do really feel the love that i am showering to you.

Okaay.. I'll stop here. Love you ! *flying kiss

Welcome Back To School !

2009-09-23T17:18:00.002+08:00

Alright, today i did went to school after for soo long slacking at home for more than 14 days. I am glad to came back to school today. Fyi, i didn't SLEEP yesterday because i knew if i sleep i will wake up late. So as per normal i am off from home at 6.20am. Took MRT reached at school just in time,7.20am. My palm were sweaty and my legs turned jelly as i entered the school main gate. On my way to quadrangle saw some of my classmates. Whoaa.. All 'kpo' asked me where did i go? Why soo long never come to school?... Simple ! i just say i went for holiday. Haha! Obviously it was just a joke lah.

Some of my teachers do understand whats happening to me right now. Im glad they do gave me support. Now i realize that theres actually people who care about me. Almost majority of my teachers do motivate me to come to school regularly and hoping for me to pass my EOY with flying colours. Well guys thanks a lot for your guide i do appreciate it.

Just now got POA test. wth lah? i was blank the moment i received the question paper BUT with perseverance i try my best to do the test. First first can do lah but in the end i gave up! Now, i am back too far. I have to catch with all my studies. No much time left. Next week my EOY starts and im stressing like hell now. Haizz...

Kay.. till here.
BYE!

im sorry dear

2009-09-18T11:01:00.004+08:00

I know i been keep it as a secret and not sharing it with you.
Im really sorry. Its not i dont trust you but its just that ......... haiz...
I know you treat me like your blood family member.
And i do appreciate it a lot.
Im happy you guys really care and love me.
Yes i do love you and your family.AND also my family.
Now i have make you guys disappointed and i didnt mean too.
I just need time to sort everything into the right path. I hope you understand.
Im just so stupid and silly forgetting that my life is different from other girls out there. Im just taking Advantage of my freedom for going to your house.
I understand with my uncle and brother treat me like this.
I have realize it now. Im not blaming anyone instead of myself.
This is all my fault and im gonna fix it right.
You guys dont have to worry about me.
Im just gonna be fine now.
im glad my close ones do really care bout me.
Thanks.

To My dearest lil sis Dirah: Kak bukan nyer tak percaya ngan u kak cuma takot dgn malu. You really have help me out in a lot of things. i dont wanna give a burden to you and your family. Kak tak nak mengadu-ngadu kak nyer masalah kat orang. kak takot nanti orang laen masok campor dalam masalah kak ni. Kak harap dirah paham k. Although when im feeling down i really have to put on my 'Happy Mask' so that people wont realize whats happening. Hidup ade mak bapak dengan takda mak bapak sungguh berbeza sekali. I will tell you more soon i meet you okaay dear? Im really sorry..

Im sorry if i have make you sad;
Im sorry if i have make you angry;
Im sorry for not telling you the truth;
Im sorry for acting infront of you;
Im sorry if i have put on a mask just to cover from people seeing it;
Im sorry if i have make up a story just to cover;
Im really sorry for EVERYTHING;
For EVERYTHING that i have react towards you.

Im just hopeless....

I Luv Him!!!

2009-09-15T10:38:00.003+08:00

(i borrow your photo okaay?? hehehe)

Well see that image above?
Sweet right?
Yeah i know that! haha...
His my _______ .
Don't be jealous because i have a handsome and talented 'paparazzi.
Soon or later i will be his _____ (:
Laugh Out Loud!
Still waiting for the day to happen.
I miss you oii :D
Luv yo always.

Sometimes, Everyone do scared to fall in love. Know why? Because they scared they will be hurt! Yes i cant deny i also scared but sometimes after thinking back.
Till when you wanna be afraid with a matter like this..?
Love starts with a beautiful and exciting beginning and ends with a disappointment and heartbroken. To those who have no brains to think, Love is not a game. In order to have a good and firm relationship, the recipe is to bond and trust with each other. That's how if you wanna have a good life story.
You just need have a Self-Confidence.

To my strangers!
( sorry, i don't entertain 'Faneeh' peeple so back off before i kick your bloody ASS!)

Hmm.. kay im blank now. Don't know what to post already.
Kaylah till here peeple.
BYE!!

A

Down

2009-09-14T16:40:00.004+08:00

(Maria, You Smoke??)

Holar People...

Just got home from my grandma crib at chua chu kang. She pass-away this morning. Today didnt go to school because i have to attend this ceremony. Actually i was on my way to school then i receive an urgent call from my uncle saying that grandma pass-away so i have to make my way home back. Reached home change and when to grandma's crib. Kinda felt sad lah although im not really that close with her. When upon seeing people pass-away i will remember the day that my dad pass-away. Really sad tragedy huh? Just a few more days to raya then she left. Haizz.. I miss my late dad badly :'(

When seeing other people having fun time with their parents i kinda felt sad and some jealousy because why i cant have that happy moments with my parents ?? Im just imperfect! but i do feel happy to have my valuables people with me. They really mean alot to me. Love you people!

Kay kay kay.. we skip with the sad moment okaay?

Well i dont know what to post actually. Today nothing much happening lah. As per normal only. Later going to break fast at sis house. Kay will update again when i have my bloody free time alright? :)

(fyi this pic was taken inside "Cik leh's" car on friday night)
Gerek oii dier.. Dier blanje ice-cream. Hehehe.. Suke!

2009-09-12T19:51:00.006+08:00

Here's the photos that we took. Enjoy people! This is just a short post only.

Group Photo 1

Group Photo 2

Group Photo 3

His my Paparazzi(:

Abdullah Tarmidzi Bin A____ R____ . (:

The Precious Ones <3

A & M

;maiaLOLLIPOP

I love my Paparazzi<3

Us!

Dol dan minah.. ahahaha

L.O.V.E

Mariah Carry.. lol(at subway)

Sisters; Dirah Wek and maiaLOLLIPOP

Blood Sister ! <3 I love you dear!

Now doing nothing much. Kinda bored. Currently thinking of my paparazzi ^^,

What goes round Comes round?

2009-09-11T11:44:00.004+08:00

Just wanna add on something. After posting the previous post suddenly i thought of my dear DIRAH. I recall back her problem and story. Honestly saying i do feel sad and pity for you. Kak wish i can help you but i dont know how. I know upon this situation it's hard for you. You must be down right now. I dont wanna wish to see my Sis to be SAD. You know you will always have me when you need someone to talk to right? Dont hesitate kay dear. I will give you all my support. Life still must go on. Referring to you problem it makes me thinking of my future. Now i have found my PRECIOUS ones. I wish i can keep him for the rest of my life. Im afraid if this situation will happen to me too. I dont wanna lose my love. Fyi, i did cried when this matter is on my mind.

Dirah if you happen to read this just remember that i really really love you. What i said i mean it. I know you been upset this few days and you just dont wanna to show it up. You still puts that sweet and lovely smile on your face to cover your sadness. Im sorry if i didn't treat you that much yesterday because i was too busy with him. I wish i could be there for you anytime you need.

"Allah pls give her a second chance to spend her time with the one that she love, dont make her sad. Make her be the happiest girl in this beautiful world. Amin"

*Save her from The problem*

Thursday Outing

2009-09-11T09:14:00.004+08:00

Kay whatever you read is from the first to the ending, A to Z.
Yesterday, i break fast with dirah and her friends. First, planned to meet at ION at 4.30pm but dirah and i was late.
We reached at around 5pm? Around there lah.
Reached ION already then her friends said they at TOP SHOP.
I.... by right WE dont know where is the TOP SHOP.
Cari-cari macam orang gile. Cari Info board takde.
Pusing punya pusing at last jumpe jugak kedai tu. Scanning inside the shop but they wasn't inside. Called them they said they at the toilet.
So dirah and i wait for them at in front of top shop. 5mins later they arrived.
I was nervous and shy when i saw A. Biasalah standard uh first time jumpa mestilah malu kan? Nak ckp 'HI' jer susah taw, but then after a few minutes later i controlled my feelings i able to talk to him. Suuweet! and bla bla bla...
Confused because dont know where to break our fast. Kat town nak makan ape seyh? Yang ader burger aje uhh. So after thinking we decided to break fast at SUBWAY.
Her friends ate there but me and dirah went to MacDonald to eat. Tak selera uhh makanan kat subway. Haha!*cerewet* Then we headed to Peni. Stakat nak browsing jer Lagy pon takda pape yang menarik nak dibeli kat Peni. Semua benda so called 'merepek'. LOL. They planned wanna chill at Fullerton,
so we headed to there. We do snapped some photos but UNFORTUNATELY
i didn't bring any digital camera so the photos isn't with me.
Gonna get them soon from the respective people. Hah!

Kay kay.. Wanna know hows A and me was yesterday?
Hmm.. AawwW... *melting* Sweet oii. Kiter dah macam sweet couple taw. While Relaxing at Fullerton he all the way sat beside me.
We chit chatting and bla bla bla. Haha. Mane2 pergi mesti dier ade kat sebelah,
sweet kan? Bile jumpe tak tahu nak bbl ape as kiter dah otp for 4days i guess?
so nothing much to talk about uh. Nothing to do kiter curi curi pandang,
dier tengok dier. Haha! Eye contacting with each other.
As i dont know what to talk about with him i just kept quiet then he will asked me"asl diam?" Hehe. Chilled till 10plus going to 11 then we off from the spot.
Went to toilet then proceed to.......... STARBUCKS COFFEE. Fuhhlerrmakk! I bought Caramel Frappe and sis bought chocolate chip cream. When buying we thought of the others also. Its like not nice we drink then they see it, right?
So we bought the largest cup. 7dolar something. At last they dont wanna drink.
Mcm ____ . Then i drank all of it uh. Haha! 11.15pm off from starbucks wanna proceed to the mrt. There was 5 of us, 4 stay around cck area and only me live at woodlands.
The only way to get back home is only by the mrt. Some freaken minded, kejap2 nak naek bus 190 kejap kejap nak naek mrt. As for me i cant take bus. 'A' said that he pity me going home alone. But if he accompany me then his friends also follow him, kesian plak dirah balek sorang naek bus, so we discussed and decided all went home by mrt. Inside the train all do their own things. I stand near the door side with "A" from City hall to marsling. Reached Marsiling already time for me to leave and say goodbye to everybody. Salam dier ckp bye. Hah! Rasa macam sedih gytuh biler nak kene balek. KALAU lah boleh kan, i dont wanna go home taw.
Stick with you and spend the night together. Cheey!! Haha! Mcm phm seyh. Reached home at 12.35am. Nasib tak kene nag oii.. 12.46am he text-ed me,
then otp for 1hour plus. While otp with him, sis text-ed said she got problem. I wish i could help her ): Hang up the phone at 2.50am then off to bed.
ZZzzzzZZZZzzz.......

Today plan going to geylang in the afternoon. Accompany my aunt to collect her baju kurung. Maybe going to buka outside today with family.

**i will upload the photos soon**

2009-09-08T22:21:00.005+08:00

Heyy people! Actually i dont know what to post.. So, as i promised you guys that im gonna upload the pichaz that i took with dirah.. So enjoy seeing it yeah :)
PS: I LOVE HER TRUCKLOADS!!!

Ohh yeah i think i know what to post already!
Well, this few days i felt so happy by right over excited. Hah!
Because i get to otp with my dear __! Hahahaha!
We really talked much when otp. Alot of things that we talked about.
Life? School? Marriage? Hahahaha.. funny oii!
His kinda cool and funny. Cute lah. Haha.
Falling For __.
LOL!

Okaay lah. Till here. Byee!
I love the Alphabet A (:

2009-09-06T20:42:00.003+08:00

It's been days i never update. Actually past few days my day was exciting plus boring. Kay i will just make my post short and simple. Thursday was fun and crazy night for me and dirah*unforgettable*.

On Friday i went to dirah's crib again just to hang out and we felt so bored on that day. Dont know what to do. Betol betol punyer mendak seyh... Ard 10, we decided to take some fresh air by going to the 7/11. We bought some sweets, slurpy and spaghetti instant. Dudok kat pondok nearby bangkit lrt for 20mins to 30mins like that then we off home. Sampai umah mendak to the core. Suddenly my fingers felt so itchy, feel like texting someone. So i text-ed A. Haha. And he replied! ^^,

Next!

Saturday? Hmm? Nothing much going on.. Tired day i guess? Went to work then after working went to geylang with Dirah and family -.- ok ok lah.. quite boring. Panas oii! Otw going to geylang i was sleepy and tired plus boredom also. I looked at dirah, she always text-ing with her bby. Quite jealous because my love didn't text me. Then its like a miracle, Suddenly A text-ed me while i was thinking about him. Haha.

A: Hey!doin wat?
M: Hie..Ngah nak gy geylang ngan dirah and family. You?
(and goes on)

Kay At last my sister bought herself baju raya. After that, we browsing ard. Younger brother wanna eat 'tulang' so we went to makan place that's located at geylang also.At 12.30 off from geylang. Otw home i was bored inside the car so i text-ed A. Reached home at 1plus in the morning then otp with Him !! First time oii bbl ngan dier. Hahhahahha! Best siol. Gerek! We talked Crapped together. Kebanyakkan kita bbl merepek. Haha.
Sweet luhh kater kan.
And now i know his favorite word is "ahh entah.." lol
know why? cuz whenever i asked him question he will answer me like that =.=

Last but NOT least
"Jom kita pergi nikah!"
Hahaha..

Having Fun At Late Night!

Kay so long readers! take care! peace out! Muacks!

;maiaLOLLIPOP

2009-09-01T09:49:00.000+08:00

'First Sight Love'

Every-time I close my eyes
It's your face I see.
I don't know what's happening.
I guess it's destiny..
Every-time you look my way.
My heart skips a beat.
I don't know what this is called.
But it feels like love to me.

Every-time I go to sleep.
It's you in my dreams.
I can't get you out of my head.
You're there constantly.
Too bad this feeling's just a secret..
I think you dont know how i feel..
If you did, the world would be perfect.

'Cause everyday I think about you.
Missing you so badly.
I don't know what to do..
My heart keeps beating fast.
It is getting hard for me to breathe..
But my love for you will always last...

Is this the meaning of true love..?? You dont need to find that love though you just must wait till that true love comes to you. Maybe whats some people said was right 'Love is blind'.. i think i agree with that. What im afraid now i will lost you. I always hope you will always be with me.
Although i never see you before and i dont really know you that much but my feelings for you is damn strong. 10months i been waiting for my true prince charming to come and now i think i have found it. And its you!
-The very first letter of the 'A'lphabet

Fheew..! Now i feel much better after expressing all my feelings that i always keep inside my deep deep heart.

2009-08-31T10:10:00.000+08:00

K lets start on Friday. Around 4plus i text Dirah asked her whether she still wanna get some present for Syahid or not. Then she replied said that she dont know what to get for him so she bought a birthday cake for him. "Black forest Cake" woahh. Sounds so delicious right? Haha. She asked me whether i will come to her house on that day and like yeah its Syahid's birthday of course i wanna wish him happy birthday. So i told Dirah that i will be coming to her house like usual.

After that i like this part. Haha! After texting with Dirah, i sat at the living room sofa. Sit , sit and sit, suddenly what was in my mind was the alphabet A. Haha. Then i felt asleep while my hand phone was on my hand. Guess what!? I dream of something and you wanna know what i dream of A. Hahahaha.. My dream was funny and sweet. AawwW!! Then i woke up. I just took a napped for 15mins. Hah! I looked the clock is 5pm already.

Next, i reached at Dirah's crib at 7pm sharp. We ate together but i never fast because of some girl issue. After finished eating i help Dirah to clean up the plates and cups. Then we wait for Dirah's Brother to came back from his camp. He reached home around 8pm. 15mins later we get ready to set up the cake. Syahid was surprised and blushing when he saw the birthday cake while sang for him a birthday song. He was smiling and giggling all the way. Haha! Sweet you know that part.

Then i upon hearing they said that they wanna go geylang jalan-jalan. Dirah asked me tag along with them. OK so i decided to tag along. After got ready at 9plus we off from home. So we headed to geylang. Reached geylang at 10pm i guess? haha. We walked at 'pasar geylang' wanna find shop to buy baju kurung for Dirah's brother. Like finally they saw this shop selling baju kurung for male and female and they do like the design of the baju kurung. They choose to wear purple colour this year. Not bad uh. Quite nice. So only Syahid and Abg Syafiq bought the costume. Off from that shop we browsing around. Abg syafiq saw a group of "matreppies" then he shucked his head. Haha! kay skip.. then we walked at the bazaar. We saw this stall shooting game. Dirah's mom asked Abg syafiq to play because she want the larva thinggy, i forgot the name of that thing. Lol. Abg Syafiq played thrice. 1 turn cost 3bucks. Kayla not that bad have fun also.

Next stop, We wanna buy dengdeng. Went into the food section. woaahh.. the heat is killing sia. Cannot take it. Sweating. Abg Syafiq and Syahid went to buy the food while we wait at the carpet shop. Snapped some photos. Then we continue walked again. It's 12plus already so we walked to the carpark. While walking Dirah's mom stuck at flower and deco shop. She really took quite long time at that shop. So Dirah's dad go get the vehicle and we wait at that shop. He parked the car along the roadway. We wait for Her mom inside the car. Few minutes later... At last shes done. Haha! So we Off from geylang, her dad send me home :D

Saturday and sunday-working.. very very tired :(

"A"

2009-08-28T00:41:00.000+08:00

Its 12.45am now. Just now was bored to the max! Browsing through the internet. Then Guess what!! I saw A online at tagged. Haha! I msg2 with A through tagged message. Haha. It was awesome! LOL.
Thought today wanna go break fast together with him and Dirah..
but sad to say it was cancel because Dirah have family thinggy today and its fine with me. I understand her.
Next time also can go out together with "A". Hahaha...
insyaallah

No one will know who is "A". "A" will be a secret between me and Dirah Only.. Hah!

Later I will be having a lot of TEST!!! Shiitt siiaa!!! THREE TEST in one day??
MT , BIO and GEOGRAPHY.... gaahhh...
Hopefully i can do it lah eh..

At afternoon maybe will be accompanying Dirah to find Syahid (adq) present because today his birthday..

Kaay till here!
Tata!

sad

2009-08-27T04:37:00.000+08:00

That day i text "A".. haha.. Happy siol. Tapi tak msg bnyk2 lah Because i got to know that prepaid dier low :(
I MISS "A"

Till here,BYE

Excited

2009-08-25T13:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i was sicked having a stomach cramp. But yet i still fast. So yesterday i went to Dirah's Crib(my adq) to break fast together with the family. i reached her house at 5plus. While waiting, I watched tv and bla bla bla... Then Dirah switch on the computer, online msn and she play game at FB. I watched her playing Restaurant City. Haha. Looks like fun. A moment later she got bored playing with the comp, so i use the computer to login tagged. Then saw "A" send 3luv to me. Haha. Sweet! I told Dirah and bla bla bla... then she said "Cheeyy" to me while laughing. LOL.

After a few minutes.....

Suddenly I saw "A" online at tagged.. hahaha. ^_^ I quickly called Dirah then she online MSN, chat with him for awhile then pass it to me to chat with "A".. "A" didnt believe that he is chatting with me.. He keeps asking "is this really maia?" hahahaha... We didnt chat that much.. Asking that and this. I felt excited get to chat with him ^_^ He said to Dirah he was speechless when chatting with me. LOL.....

It's 6.45 almost going time to break fast. Which is at 7.14. So i leave the Computer and went to the kitchen to give a hand. It's time already for us to break our fast. We ate Mee Rebus and some finger food.

Kay till here.

HELLO

2009-08-22T17:50:00.000+08:00

Dear Readers,

Today is the first day of fasting month. Im so so excited. LOL. hari ni buka laksa ngan bubor cha-cha. Fuuhh.... hahaha... Hmm... Hope i can Complete one month fasting. Insyallah.. Semoga bulan ramadhan ni membawa berkat dan reseki kepada kita semua.. amin.....

kay till here..
takecare!
**puase jgn tak puase**
^_^

hmm??

2009-07-30T02:47:00.000+08:00

hey hello diary,
Hmm.. this few days i have a problem with my frens.. Bout this two girl who used to be my really close fren. Last time we used to be together but now..... doono what have happened to our friendship.. haizz.. entahlah.. mepek uh.. perangai macam budak kecik uh... dah malas uh nk lyn.. pape lah eh.. ikot suke ati korg. pekara kecik nk jadi kan besar2? wth? -.-
kalau korg rase korg tuh hebat sgt ataw pon sempurna sgt then its fine uh..
everyone is not perfect in this world lah..
they do make mistake.. takkan itu pon susah kan?? i dont seem to understand u all..
korg kater aku itu ini.. sebenarnyerr ape motive korg ckp mcm tuh?
i dont really care about what u think, this is me, this is my life so what!?!
IM SICKED N TIRED OF ALL THIS!!!!!!!! GAAAaaaaHHhhh!!!

2009-06-20T18:21:00.000+08:00

To Nanaa jaynes and Adieq Pampered: I am so sorry aku tak dapat full fill aku punyerr janji kat korg.. Bukan niat aku nk "PAITAO" ataw tk.. Aper yg aku blg korg tuhh betol.. Aku Harap korg maafkan aku.. Hope korg understand lahh.. Lau korg marah aku phm tuhh.. Haizz~! Kaylahh.. pape aku text or kol korg.. anw i am not using hp ryte now.. I LOVE YOU MY DEAR FRENS!! AKU RINDU KORG SGT SGT>> tapi ape kan daya.. mase yg tk izinkan aku jumpe korg.. Hope kiterr aku jumpe lahh di suatu ari nanti.. entahh bilerr lahh.. aku pon tatwu...
Kaylah. nilah yg aku nk blg korg.. AKU SYG KORG!! kay tc..

A friend of mine!! ILY SWEETHEART!! hugg

2009-06-15T11:54:00.000+08:00

Heyy !!
Adeiq look i re-edit it again ;)
Haha.. idk if for you is it nice or not?
Hope you like it jyeah *wink*
PS: I LOVE MANY MANY! lol!
Thanks for everything again!
Yeay! this thursday gonna meet her!
Im really looking forward to it!
Its like more than 6months kiter tk jumpe kan3?
hmm? i really miss you *smile*
9 years of friendship! uUWow!
Heehs! There a story which i found it very3 funny! lol!
It happened wen im in primary sch.. i was new in that sch.. so i was a bit blur.. i saw her(adieq).. then i approached her and know what!? I called her "kakak"..
Kekek seyh! keep on laughing..
Adieq was laughing when i named her kakak..
Such a sweet memories! :D
Start from there we make friend:) till now..
YOUR the best!
Hope to see you! Ily! Imy sweetheart!

;maiaLOLLIPOP

Im too tired!!

2009-06-15T09:38:00.000+08:00

its all about YESTERDAY!
Yesterday! Ohh My~... Serious talking yesterday was my F**king Tiring day.
I had a FEVER & FLU yesterday. And now feel much better.
So yesterday i cant go to my lala land
my eyes just cant shutdown. Then i decided to online my msn.
At point of time its already 2400h going to 0100h.
the moment i online threre was still a lot of my friends still online.
I said at my pm that im not feeling well.
And guess what? Less then a minute,
Majority off my fren NUDGE me and said "Why aren't you asleep yet? Sick already some more can online late late night." (haha)
After chit chatting with my friends.
I chat with my girlfriend known as ADIEQ PAMPERED.
Guess that time was 3plus in the morning.
She then help me create this bloggy stuff. *thanks adieq**wink*
I chat with her till 0700h.
Soon after that i offline. My eyes started to feel sleepy, so i just took a nap for 30mins.
Because i have to work @ 0900h.
Just nice timing i un-shut @ 0732h.
I got ready and i gone to work.
[my face still sleepy that time]
Work from 0900h to 1600h
Working time!! Damn! A lot of work need to be done.
I work unstoppable.
Soon at 1530h i finish work.
Fhheeww~ such a tiring day. I go back to my uncle's place which is nearer from where i am working at. Only took about 20mins travelling hour.
As i reached to his homey, i washed off n totally shutdown! (@ 1800h)
[cant stand with my eyes no more]
I then woke up realized that the time at stated on wall was already 0300h....
I Think because of getting too tired.
I called my another uncle(which is his brother)to fetch me home :D
Reached home at 0400h i continue to sleep.. lol
I guess now i already have enough of sleeping. Hahaha!

Okay till here then. Will update some more later on...

maiaLOLLIPOP

2009-06-14T06:09:00.001+08:00

HELLO READERS.

im new to blogspot.so im not use to it.

its my first time ever using this website.

hahahah. i would like to thanks adieqpampered
for created for me blogspot(: she did all this....

music,pictures etc.haha. she did this early in

the morning 4am+ ends at 6am+ lol.so peoples,
if you happens to enter my blogspot.tag me &

leave your link. and dont forget to link me yaw?

this my 1st post. let it be short and simple.
i will post abit longer tomorrow okeyy sweetheart?

;maia lollipop

.

New begining..

For Fun and Laughter!

There'll never be another love for sure, cause in my heart there will only be you.

i still love you...

Te Amo.... I love today^^

kecing, kecing, kecing ($.$)

Ohh baby,

thanks

shower me with your love;

i miss you dear,

boring..

Sick, sick, sick

If only theres a reason for everything

Out Of My Mind

Shout my name Darling and say ILOVEYOU

16.10.2009

Without you i dont think my heart can beat

Supermodel

Kiss Me Under The Rain And Say I Love You....

I AM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU !!!!

Loving you makes me crazy

I'm gonna miss you so much dear

Blow me a kiss;We were meant to be together;

Full of Boredom, No life *random*

I got a feeling....

Welcome Back To School !

im sorry dear

I Luv Him!!!

Down

What goes round Comes round?

Thursday Outing

"A"

sad

Excited

HELLO

hmm??

A friend of mine!! ILY SWEETHEART!! *hugg*

Im too tired!!

Full of Boredom, No life random

A friend of mine!! ILY SWEETHEART!! hugg